"The Hardest Thing" - Tyler Ward

"I won't forget you, I don't regret you,
The hardest thing I've had to do is live without you
And I wonder why we both walked away...
I'm lost without you, still crazy for you,
So turn around, come back because your smile is overdue..
And I miss...
I miss you."

Storm Before the Calm - Eppic ft. Jess Moskaluke

"If there was a way to create perfect,
Make your life feel so damn worth it,
I'd erase, I'd erase, the black and blue...
I couldn't find a way to stop your hurting,
So I'm gonna rip open those curtains.
So you can see, you can see, what's left in you...
It's just the storm before the calm(3x)
It's just the storm before the..."

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Fix a Heart

"It's probably what's best for you, I only want what's best for you, and if I'm not the best then you're stuck.. I try to sever ties and I ended up with wounds to bind; it's like you're pouring salt in my cuts.

And I just ran out of band-aids; I don't even know where to start. 'Cause you can bandage the damage, you never really can fix a heart.

Even though I know what's wrong, how can I be so sure, if you never say what you feel, feel. I must've held your hand so tight you didn't have the will to fight; I guess you needed more time to heal.

Baby, I just ran out of band-aids; I don't even know where to start. 'Cause you can bandage the damage, you never really can fix a heart.

You must be a miracle-worker, swearin' up and down; you can't fix what's been broken, yeah. Please don't get my hopes up, no no. Baby, tell me how could you be so cruel. It's like you're pouring salt in my cuts..

Baby I just ran out of band-aids; I don't even know where to start. 'Cause you can bandage the damage, you never really can fix a heart. (2x)

You never really can fix a heart (oh no no no)
You never really can fix a heart (oh no no no)
You never really can fix a heart...

You never really can fix my heart."

"Fix a Heart" by Demi Lovato

Reh-muh-niss

Phonetic spellings are awesome.

This post is about reminiscing my 8th grade year.

1. Thinking.
2. Writing.
3. Listening.
4. Using band-aids.
5. Listening to music.
6. Being used.
7. Staring.
8. Drawing.
9. Laughing.
10. Crying.
11. Eating.
12. Struggling.
13. Dying.
14. Screaming.
15. Remembering.
16. Trying to forget.
17. Not knowing how.

Mhm. That's all I need to describe 8th grade - 25 words.

Mhyoo-sik.

Hello(:

I haven't posted for a while. So many different things have happened - not only is Japan in complete turmoil right now (even though it's really only in one main area and not the whole country, thankfully), but my grandfather and his dog both passed away. My grandfather passed away on March 14th, Monday, and his dog followed on May 10th, Tuesday. I don't want to go to Japan this summer, knowing my grandpa won't be there, but I want to be there for my grandma and the rest of my relatives.

I started playing guitar and began posting videos with my best friend, Valentina, on YouTube. We have four or five videos out, and we're planning on working on them sooner or later.

My cat just loves to sit on my keyboard and ruin whatever I'm typing.

School's still the same hell it was before, but I only have about a month left. Only two or three more miles to run and one more sport to play, then here come the yearbooks and the signings and the competitions to see who could get the most signatures.

And, if you can tell from the title, music has become my new life. After getting "dumped" by Aly and Kelsi, I was depressed to the deepest of levels. Well, that's what my mom said. I listen to music literally every day for at least two or three hours straight while doing my homework, and it never fails to get me singing along and bring my mood up.

I think one of my friends broke my pen.

"Who says, who says you're not perfect, who says you're not worth it, Who says you're the only one who's hurting? Trust me, that's the price of beauty, who says you're not pretty, who says you're not beautiful? Who says..."
-Selena Gomez & The Scene, "Who Says"

"So this is me, swallowing my pride, standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night... and I'd go back to December all the time. It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you, wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine... and I go back to December, turn around and make it all right, I go back to December all the time."
-Taylor Swift, "Back to December"

"It's not about the money, money, money. We don't need your money, money, money. We just wanna make the world dance, forget about the price tag. Ain't about the, uh, cha-ching, cha-ching. Ain't about the, yeah, ba-bling, ba-bling. Wanna make the world dance, forget about the price tag."
-Jessie J, "Price Tag"

"I don't have much to give, but hopefully the world will all join in and say with me: I pray for you. And if we stop for a moment, imagine what we can do... And we'll help you make it through, we pray for you."
-J Rice ft. 55 YouTubers, "We Pray for You" (dedicated to Japan disaster relief)

"Someday, I'll be living in a big old city, and all you're ever gonna be is mean. Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me, and all you're ever gonna be is mean... Why you gotta be so mean?"
-Taylor Swift, "Mean"

"When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you. When you're gone, the face I came to know is missing too. When you're gone, the words I need to hear, to always get me through the day... and make it okay.... I miss you."
-Avril Lavigne, "When You're Gone"

I love music. (:

-Abby